The Nature of Struggle

October 2, 2004

Life is in no uncertain terms a struggle. We fight for whatever peace we earn, and whatever dreams we bring to fruition in the course of our lives are hard-won.  I'm not sure about much, the older I get but this is, in my experience, the truth. With every passing year, I realize how little I really know. The certainty I had as a kid is all but gone. 

This morning we woke up early and I took Dylan for a walk around the lake in our neighborhood park. Fall is coming, the air is cooler and there was a mist coming off of the water. The grass was heavy with dew as we reached down and selected "swords" for our journey into the woods.  What a gift a child is. Dylan lives so completely inside every moment. For a couple of hours this morning I could forget myself and all the heavy shit I carry around on a regular basis and be an explorer.

I took the picture below just before we set out into the woods. I love the image because it captures that unshakeable certainty and strength that we all start out with. He is the picture of balance, purity and strength. He is ready to take on the world.  He is my teacher.

2008

In The Morning

2007

UnAmerican

Faster Than the Speed of Documentation

Catching Up: How Many Plates Can I Spin?

Review of Eddie's Attic Show on March 30th

Meeting John Gorka

Things Lost, Things Recovered

37

Talking is Hard Work

No Snow in Moscow

Take Me To The Bridge

2006

Dylan Turns Six and Eddie's is Still the Place to Be

Sweet Release

Countdown to CD Release

Kristian Bush Lends a Hand

Charles Brings his Guitar and Plays Mine

Beyond Pat-Boone-Debbie-Boone: Gerry Hanson Rocks

"Keep it Down" is Coming Up

Musings on "The Moment"

Spoiled for a Weekend

Progress on the New CD

Screen Door Closes

Eatting, Writing, Living Large

One Fish, Two Fish

I Write the Songs

Wakeman Boys Concert Debut

Good Intentions

A Trip to Wayne Henderson's Shop

Winter for a Day

3 Dozen

Red Door Playhouse

Making a Set List

Brothers

Funny Blogs and Conversation Ticks

Infinite Possibilities at Checkout

Recording the New Screen Door Album

2005

Maybe We'll Just Be Dead

Dad's Best Game...

20 Years of Gigs

Flash MP3 Player

Thanksgiving

Dylan Makes Five and Becomes a Knight

Why I Make the Trip

Blue Ridge

New Additions to The Family

Tuscany or Heaven?

Catching Up

The Truth Can't Set You Free

A Day in the Life

Unwitting Bachelor for a Week

Easy Like Sunday Morning

Nathan's Great Gift

Mondays and Struggle

The Ghost of an Old Friend

Endless New Beginnings

Return to the Mountains

Easter Bunny, Bacteria and Other Random Thoughts

Old Dog, New Tricks

Boy Meets iPod...

Turning the Odometer on my Universe

Jon Turns 42

2004

Dreams of Death & Transition

Autumn - Making Movies

Eddie's Solo Show

On Singing

The Sleeper

Old Friends and Being an Artist

A Rock Star for 24 Hours

Restored and Rejuvenated

Will it Ever Stop Raining?

Another Night, Another Show

Lost in the Woods

8 Years Old

Ian Gets Glasses

Dark Side of the Moon in Decatur

Zen and the Art of Guitar Playing

Dylan in the Morning

Smile

Minute to Minute

I Wanna Take Pictures

2003

One Month Since My Last Confession

I am Really Boring

Back Among the Living

Rock and Roll Sideburns

Balance

Sleep is not Over-rated

Rock and Roll Lifestyle

A Day at the Zoo...

And so it begins...